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I could give two Fucks if you people are impressed
I'm just saying there's sum shit that I need to get up off my chest
Cuz for too long now these feelings have been suppressed
When I reminisce
Of those everlasting nights
Cold lonely and depressed
For some of you this may be harder to digest
But put yourself in my shoes like what would expect
Such unbearable stress
Just so these fiends have crack n heroin to inject
So wallets n purses you better protect
Cuz don't think for one sec
That a fiend would hesitate to snatch the chain up off your neck
Cuz there desperate as fuck n in a whole month they only see one cheque
Finding it hard to breathe like I'm stuck in a corset
Thinking I got it under control but still wake up pouring sweat
Why do I put myself through all this pain and torment
It's like I get off on being stuck in this psychological vortex
But I guess you gotta see the worst in order to progress
If only it could be a smooth n easy process