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dis actually is pretty old...but i still like it...back when i didn't press enter...i jus wrote...but u may not like it...itz jus about finally putt~n da past n da past...and gett~n over it...i jus think some things u gotta deal wit...and get over it...well...if u read it...i hope u liked it...
The truth is n da tone/I ain’t come n speaking pasletongue/
I came to clear my name/and b forgive~n 4 all I have done/
and maybe make peace/and dats 2 say da least/
I try to keep a clear conscious/I mean u know me/
see things always hitt~n dat iceberg/
I’m trynna step to u humble and find da right words/
I gotta apologize/cuz 4 a while I felt bitter/
I felt dat I was betrayed/and portrayed more like a hitler/
I ain’t come to hate/or wish dem misfortune/
I say fuck money/respects jus more important/
and maybe dats why/we weren’t see~n eye2eye/
but so my heart don’t feel heavy/I’ma put it 2 da side/
and I’ma keep it real/and say will never b friends/
but I’m sorry 4 my part/and it’s water under da bridge/
I mean it’s funny how time is/
went from my brother/
to my enemy/
budden’s quote "mistaken identity"/
and remem~bering back/(when) shit hit the fan/
he pick~n sides supposedly my friend/
say~n a bunch shit/ to my sis/
when there’s still sooo much to dis/
dat he really don’t understand/
there’s 2 sides 2 every story/
and u had never heard mine/
paperwork/
pshhh/u were there like err~time/
supposed to b my nigga/
I shouldn’t have 2 explain dis/
nigga dat was MY JOB/MY PROBZ/situations/
when u could jus leave and u were out the equation/
and u were like my bro/sposed 2 know me like da back of ya hand/
dats part of the reason ya presence I can’t stand/
damn...../
when u had lost ya job and ya friends were all ghost/
I tried 2 bring u n my circle tried 2 keep u afloat/
think~n dis is my nigga/I’ma b there/he needs me/
u spazzing dog/
basketball/
think~n later on we’ll laugh it off/
but I apologize/cuz I should have spoken on it den/
but in my head there was too much goin on back den/
and I started to hate u/and felt u was fake 2/
feel~n boxed n wit shit/wit no one to relate to/
so I’m steaming/
wit my niggaz I’m venting/
which is still da wrong thing to do and I’ll admit it/
so again my bad a nigga shoulda voiced it/
but again/we can’t b friends/
that blood was poisoned/
and Jason/I need 2 apologize 2 u/
cuz dat shit wit me and ya cousin/
shouldn’t have involved u/
dat was wrong of me/I’m supposed 2 b ya friend/
bloods thicker den water/and he’ll b there n til da end/
and 2 u know who/I ain’t wanna leave u/
but u know I felt dat place was truly evil/
work~n like we worked/jus finally got to me/
not say~n dat they won/
but da situation was not 4 me/
I was gett~n 2 dat point where violence was n my head/
having dreams of murder/circle~n every time I go 2 bed/
and yet I wrote dis song/not 2 up and bring harm/
but because the anger n me subsided/
and dat river has calmed/
and honestly I feel/dat y’all are worse off/
cuz y’all lost a good friend/
who had y’all best interest at heart/
and god/
I know I shouldn’t dwell much on the past/
but 2 go in da right direction/
u gotta go back/
so mama/I think it all stems from you/
all da karma I face/
comes down to how I treated u/
so if god wills it/I’d like to see u again/
so I can apologize n person/
2make me more of a man/
and though y’all might b happy dat a knight could fall/
da truth is/
he
will
rise
above it all
The truth is n da tone/I ain’t come n speaking pasletongue/
I came to clear my name/and b forgive~n 4 all I have done/
and maybe make peace/and dats 2 say da least/
I try to keep a clear conscious/I mean u know me/
see things always hitt~n dat iceberg/
I’m trynna step to u humble and find da right words/
I gotta apologize/cuz 4 a while I felt bitter/
I felt dat I was betrayed/and portrayed more like a hitler/
I ain’t come to hate/or wish dem misfortune/
I say fuck money/respects jus more important/
and maybe dats why/we weren’t see~n eye2eye/
but so my heart don’t feel heavy/I’ma put it 2 da side/
and I’ma keep it real/and say will never b friends/
but I’m sorry 4 my part/and it’s water under da bridge/
I mean it’s funny how time is/
went from my brother/
to my enemy/
budden’s quote "mistaken identity"/
and remem~bering back/(when) shit hit the fan/
he pick~n sides supposedly my friend/
say~n a bunch shit/ to my sis/
when there’s still sooo much to dis/
dat he really don’t understand/
there’s 2 sides 2 every story/
and u had never heard mine/
paperwork/
pshhh/u were there like err~time/
supposed to b my nigga/
I shouldn’t have 2 explain dis/
nigga dat was MY JOB/MY PROBZ/situations/
when u could jus leave and u were out the equation/
and u were like my bro/sposed 2 know me like da back of ya hand/
dats part of the reason ya presence I can’t stand/
damn...../
when u had lost ya job and ya friends were all ghost/
I tried 2 bring u n my circle tried 2 keep u afloat/
think~n dis is my nigga/I’ma b there/he needs me/
u spazzing dog/
basketball/
think~n later on we’ll laugh it off/
but I apologize/cuz I should have spoken on it den/
but in my head there was too much goin on back den/
and I started to hate u/and felt u was fake 2/
feel~n boxed n wit shit/wit no one to relate to/
so I’m steaming/
wit my niggaz I’m venting/
which is still da wrong thing to do and I’ll admit it/
so again my bad a nigga shoulda voiced it/
but again/we can’t b friends/
that blood was poisoned/
and Jason/I need 2 apologize 2 u/
cuz dat shit wit me and ya cousin/
shouldn’t have involved u/
dat was wrong of me/I’m supposed 2 b ya friend/
bloods thicker den water/and he’ll b there n til da end/
and 2 u know who/I ain’t wanna leave u/
but u know I felt dat place was truly evil/
work~n like we worked/jus finally got to me/
not say~n dat they won/
but da situation was not 4 me/
I was gett~n 2 dat point where violence was n my head/
having dreams of murder/circle~n every time I go 2 bed/
and yet I wrote dis song/not 2 up and bring harm/
but because the anger n me subsided/
and dat river has calmed/
and honestly I feel/dat y’all are worse off/
cuz y’all lost a good friend/
who had y’all best interest at heart/
and god/
I know I shouldn’t dwell much on the past/
but 2 go in da right direction/
u gotta go back/
so mama/I think it all stems from you/
all da karma I face/
comes down to how I treated u/
so if god wills it/I’d like to see u again/
so I can apologize n person/
2make me more of a man/
and though y’all might b happy dat a knight could fall/
da truth is/
he
will
rise
above it all
