First time here. Wrote this over J. Coles - 4 Your Eyez Only real quick
Despite the size of this city
Sometimes I get a bit bored and need face to face contact and shit
My 20 bucks in gas at the gas station ain't cuttin it
So now I'm amidst
The angst and hatred for my fellow acquaintance
Wish they would say shit
Just to spruce my life up
Which is ironic cause I'm most at peace with the melodics
Of wilderness beasts in the country side where nothings been tarnished
I kick back and relax
Stare at the stars and ponder
What if I died right now - who's life would it alter
Am I a clueless being seeing dimensions not sought after
Or am I the reason we believe in the higher powers
What am I to do
Lace the boots and continue my Monday to Friday schedule
Shaping the noose
Animatronics the way we fall into the cesspool
Of look a likes and wanderlust fools amounting to
Nothing but a debt and a lack of fundamental tools
Filled with regret and no chain to come loose
We over our heads
Social media straining any intelligence
This is the best that I get?
A picket fence - a bitch that never gets wet?
A 6 figure job with a tie around my neck?
2 kids that make fun of the projects
Cause they've been silver spooned
Since the seconds they slid from the womb
The second I spit buffoon
I know I'm God sent
This the affidavit to my nonsense
But I just want the paper that's what caused this
Ironic
Despite the size of this city
Sometimes I get a bit bored and need face to face contact and shit
My 20 bucks in gas at the gas station ain't cuttin it
So now I'm amidst
The angst and hatred for my fellow acquaintance
Wish they would say shit
Just to spruce my life up
Which is ironic cause I'm most at peace with the melodics
Of wilderness beasts in the country side where nothings been tarnished
I kick back and relax
Stare at the stars and ponder
What if I died right now - who's life would it alter
Am I a clueless being seeing dimensions not sought after
Or am I the reason we believe in the higher powers
What am I to do
Lace the boots and continue my Monday to Friday schedule
Shaping the noose
Animatronics the way we fall into the cesspool
Of look a likes and wanderlust fools amounting to
Nothing but a debt and a lack of fundamental tools
Filled with regret and no chain to come loose
We over our heads
Social media straining any intelligence
This is the best that I get?
A picket fence - a bitch that never gets wet?
A 6 figure job with a tie around my neck?
2 kids that make fun of the projects
Cause they've been silver spooned
Since the seconds they slid from the womb
The second I spit buffoon
I know I'm God sent
This the affidavit to my nonsense
But I just want the paper that's what caused this
Ironic