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(dis is alil diff den how i usually write...so i would deff like some feedback if datz kool witchu)
I feel like a robot / can't go be~yond what da limit is/
sitting at da drawing board / feeling every minute end/
witness~n da rust take effect / and joints stiff again/
harboring a deadly entity / point at da industry/
Can't decifer love from hate / friend from enemy/
overcome wit emotion / da smileys seem 2 envy me/
i write it all down / yet still some~how/
da outcome never makes me smile / are u feeling me?/
Doubt it /dey still too round~about grilling me/
think itz greener on da other side / shove hostility/
noth~n comes my way / or stays there long/
so it'z habit of gett~n sumth~n / den push~n it along/
friendships /girlfriends / works including songs/
den i feel stupid see~n dese empty ass palms/ *DAMN*
Y are dese feelings like see~saws/
Y is it dat i pull away when i need y'all/
Y is it she can't see i'm jus a freak y'all/
I need her more den she needs me /and i see y'all/
sometimes a nigga feel~n so basic/
other times i see da chance so i chase it/
half da time / i'm n da mirror like face it/
dis rap shit jus ain't 4 u / homie / erase it/
I try not 2 burden/ the already burdened/
feel like i'm poisoning one of god's virgins/
not soiled or impure mami's still untouched/
and men/
i'm what's her inter~pra~tation of us/ *FUCK*
I ain't doin a good job/
i'm stuck at home / sitt~n here playing a damn mom/
dishes / vaccuming / chasing kids half da time/
can't hold strong conversation/
cuz cartoons on da mind/
dora / max&ruby /of course spongebob/
sandwich or hot dogs/COME ONN DOMINIC LUNCH TIME!!!/
Eghhh/
Don't kno what i want / lost as a run~away/
i ain't on dat suicide mess / so put da gun away/
often times say fuck rap / throw O Sonz away/ (crew)
den i get a message from dem / like come rap/
when jus 24/hrs ago disowned dat/
Mami was my 1st deff decision 4 a while/
den reality took itz toll/and i fell from da clouds/
i like her/ i'll wife her/ fate said dats not allowed/
so at 1st i sat idle and jus smiled/ (eghhh)
But she said remain posi~tive/
but u don't understand how deep negz deposit~ed/
u don't even really see how much time i spent/
picturing da wedding and all dat / on some toddler ish/ (lol)
It'z wierd / ain't no love lost / i ain't faking/
and if she thinks i wish her ill / she's mistaken/
i use 2 b so put 2gether/ but i've been breaking/
and maybe dats why i been frustrated......
idk....
I feel like a robot / can't go be~yond what da limit is/
sitting at da drawing board / feeling every minute end/
witness~n da rust take effect / and joints stiff again/
harboring a deadly entity / point at da industry/
Can't decifer love from hate / friend from enemy/
overcome wit emotion / da smileys seem 2 envy me/
i write it all down / yet still some~how/
da outcome never makes me smile / are u feeling me?/
Doubt it /dey still too round~about grilling me/
think itz greener on da other side / shove hostility/
noth~n comes my way / or stays there long/
so it'z habit of gett~n sumth~n / den push~n it along/
friendships /girlfriends / works including songs/
den i feel stupid see~n dese empty ass palms/ *DAMN*
Y are dese feelings like see~saws/
Y is it dat i pull away when i need y'all/
Y is it she can't see i'm jus a freak y'all/
I need her more den she needs me /and i see y'all/
sometimes a nigga feel~n so basic/
other times i see da chance so i chase it/
half da time / i'm n da mirror like face it/
dis rap shit jus ain't 4 u / homie / erase it/
I try not 2 burden/ the already burdened/
feel like i'm poisoning one of god's virgins/
not soiled or impure mami's still untouched/
and men/
i'm what's her inter~pra~tation of us/ *FUCK*
I ain't doin a good job/
i'm stuck at home / sitt~n here playing a damn mom/
dishes / vaccuming / chasing kids half da time/
can't hold strong conversation/
cuz cartoons on da mind/
dora / max&ruby /of course spongebob/
sandwich or hot dogs/COME ONN DOMINIC LUNCH TIME!!!/
Eghhh/
Don't kno what i want / lost as a run~away/
i ain't on dat suicide mess / so put da gun away/
often times say fuck rap / throw O Sonz away/ (crew)
den i get a message from dem / like come rap/
when jus 24/hrs ago disowned dat/
Mami was my 1st deff decision 4 a while/
den reality took itz toll/and i fell from da clouds/
i like her/ i'll wife her/ fate said dats not allowed/
so at 1st i sat idle and jus smiled/ (eghhh)
But she said remain posi~tive/
but u don't understand how deep negz deposit~ed/
u don't even really see how much time i spent/
picturing da wedding and all dat / on some toddler ish/ (lol)
It'z wierd / ain't no love lost / i ain't faking/
and if she thinks i wish her ill / she's mistaken/
i use 2 b so put 2gether/ but i've been breaking/
and maybe dats why i been frustrated......
idk....
